Комментарий автора: This is a video I made for AWA Pro 2016. There's a long dramatic story behind why I made that, but I put it at the bottom for the people who care. xD I also have another Pro video I'm uploading in a few days, but people won't like that one as much so I decided to upload this first ^^

Ramble about video: 

I know a lot of people don't like it when someone's video comes with a monologue, and that's why I put it down here, and kind of out of the way. I just didn't feel right releasing this without talking about the subject. I'm going to go ahead and say, this is a very autobiographical video about a lot of my life and feelings. Not the specific events as much, but falling out with the parent, and the constant fear of how everyone thinks of you, regardless of how irrational the fear is. The core of the video is trying to focus on social anxiety, and the heavy weight of sadness and loneliness it brings. I have been having severe social anxiety issues most of my life, and I just wanted to capture the feeling and some of the thoughts as best as I could in the video. A lot of the abstract imagery even relates to how my personal state of mind feels when I'm having an episode, especially the clip with the thorns coming out of the girl's mouth. I will frequently try to talk, but suddenly find myself completely unable to, and it physically feels like there are thorns or other sharp objects clogging my throat, making it feel impossible to say the simplest of words. 

It also shows how feeling stuff like self doubt and anxiety doesn't only effect your mental state, but your physical one as well. The scenes of her clutching her stomach are a good representation of that. You get physically sick, and it feels awful. Now, I am a lot better than I used to be as far as my social anxiety goes, but there are still a lot of times it greatly impacts the way in which I go about doing the simplest of daily activities. However, the things that help me the most to get out of those states of mind are doing activities I love as well as the support of all the amazing friends I have, but yeah, this is how I made the video in relation to myself personally. 

I did, however, also want to make the video reach out to others as well, which is why I tried to tell the story in kind of a vague but consistent matter so it would be easier for other people to relate to it. Even though social anxiety and self doubt were the themes I was personally thinking of while I made this, it makes complete sense why someone may see it as something completely different. I didn't want to alienate anyone who couldn't personally relate to the themes that were in my head. 

I just wanted to do a write up of the social anxiety and self doubt themes because, for those of you who have these issues, a lot of people have them. You aren't alone in them, and you aren't some strange outcast who will never fit in anywhere because of them. For a long time, I just believed no one else thought that way, and there was just something really seriously wrong with me, and I do not want anyone else feeling that same way so if I can just help bring comfort to a single person, then this video was more than a success in my eyes.

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Аниме: Kokoro no sakebitagatterunda
Музыка: Lauren Aquilina - Forest Fires
Награды: Best Sentimental, Best Character Profile на VCA 2017, Best Storytelling на AWA Pro 2016

Клип участник конкурса Souls Team IC XIII: Change The Game

The process of delving into the black abyss is to me the keenest form of fascination. - H. P. Lovecraft

This project was something I wished from a long time, but I never found a way to realize it — up to now. The most important fact about my inertia of creation it's, without doubt, the pressure. Procrastination happens when we have time. So, when I saw the publication of Soul's Team IC XIII, I found a way to do that. Of course, I had just the concept in my mind, but, with some luck, the right track would appear. My first attempt was to form a team with my two alter-egos, but coldly I was refused. So I looked for my two supafriends (ElpsyC & Niel) and we made a team. An unconvencional team. I also have to thank them for the great opinions and advices they gave me. Well, I would like to remind you: this is not exactly the version that competed in Iron Chef, but rather a version with some modified aspects and characteristics.
Anyway, cutting the bullshit: I sold my soul to the devil, I broken my mouse, not only did I exceed my mental limit, but also my physical limit and almost fucked up my arm; here's the AMV:
Forgive me, Lovecraft.

Making-of video

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Аниме: Paranoia Agent, Rebuild of Evangelion 1.0: You Are (Not) Alone, Neon Genesis Evangelion: The End of Evangelion
Музыка: Kashiwa Daisuke - Colophon.#02

Paranoia tells the story about a girl who wakes up in a room and discovers she can see how other people died by touching objects that belonged to those owners, but still does not understand why she is there.

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Аниме: Angel Beats!, Ano Hi Mita Hana no Namae, Boku Dake ga Inai Machi, CLANNAD, Charlotte, Dantalian no Shoka, Death Parade, Kiznaiver, Sakurako-san no Ashimoto ni wa Shitai ga Umatteiru, Shiki, Toaru Kagaku no Railgun S, Toki Wo Kakeru Shojo
Музыка: Echos - Fiction

Комментарий автора:  So, this is, sort of, my video for Crows #1 IC. I basically edited everyday, all day until the IC ended, and afterwards I was pretty unhappy about how it turned out in the end, so I changed some things I disliked about it before uploading it. So this isn't quite the IC version, I mainly changed things about the intro, the colouring, the film reel bit and minor glitch fixes. At first I tried to follow the lyrics but that idea got lost somewhere and it turned into a 'oh well i guess i'll just use this to try new things in AE' Shout-out to Airi, Cat and Avril for listening to my endless whining throughout that weekend, and special thanks to Avril for also helping me out with the video in various ways. I appreciate it thank you guys ¦

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Аниме: Anohana: The Flower We Saw That Day
Музыка: Aimer - Anata ni deawanakereba
Награды: 1st place in Drama/Romance and 3rd in Solo and Overall at Crows IC 2016

This is my first AMV for a contest. The first time I listened this song I already imagined an amv with Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann, I wanted make an amv that tell the anime's story focusing on the main character. I think I did it.

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Аниме: Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
Музыка: All Good Things - Fight, Ever17 - Karma

Клип делался для участия в третьем раунде орговского конкурса AMV Roulette 2017. По условиям конкурса в каждом раунде определяется жанр клипа, тип музыки и некое особое требование к видеоряду, после чего участники в течение недели делают клип с учетом всех этих установок. В частности, в этом раунде задачей участников было сделать комедийный или фановый клип на кавер или ремикс какой-либо песни и обязательно включить в видеоряд три разных сцены с поцелуями.

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Аниме: Tamako Market, Kyousougiga
Музыка: The Good Lovelies – Crabbuckit

Клип участник конкурса Souls Team IC XIII: Change The Game

"The legend says that the "Essentia" stone will reborn when a twin cosmos are born. Essentia has the power to guide and unify each others' hearts, independent of what happens."
Hello everyone! This is my first video for Soul's Team Iron Chef AMV Contest, it was really hard to do in three days but was fun too, this contest has the power to make you pass trought yourselfs limits.  Essentia has a different plot from anime, I was inspired with the filme itself, I really would like to see more connection between these two characters, I think Shin is a perfect partner for her :)

Making of video

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Аниме: Hoshi wo ou kodomo
Музыка: Aimer - Ninelie

Выдержка из комментария авторa: Okay guys I am ready to present you my Amv for the MDS Contest and I HOPE SO HARD THAT U WILL LIKE IT SOMEHOW XD.
The reason why I decided to make this Amv was because I had a dream that I was editing with this song for the contest xD SOOOO why not "following the dream and make it come true?" wao... this sounds so weird but it's true :'D but before I decided making an Amv with this song and theme, I was experimenting with 2 another animes and songs but I failed... so this is my 3rd Amv I tried. I hope you enjoy the theme and style of this video, because I worked with colors that I actually never really work with xD (that dirty green tho) It was also funny to follow the "cops and robbers theme" and put those moustaches in their faces XD


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Аниме: Kyoukai no Kanata
Музыка: The Hoosiers - Cops and Robbers

Клип участник конкурса Souls Team IC XIII: Change The Game

My entry for Soul's Team IC XIII, category fun! I liked a lot edited Nisekoi because it's really good anime and I love it, but I had a lot of anxiety in these 3 days to make this amv in time! I hope you like my work!

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Аниме: Nisekoi, D-Frag!
Музыка: Royal Republic - My Way

Комментарий автора: 夜幕降临时，你可邂逅过一位喵小姐？
又一次和花近和萨玛的合作 这次能和大家一起参加拜年祭非常开心,感谢噩梦的邀请和羊桑的协力,希望曲子能让大家感受到夜晚的温暖 。
作词：林晓 作曲编曲：小野道 英文作词/演唱：花近 PV:青年萨玛

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Аниме: Original Animation
Музыка: 夜行少女 - 花近

Клип участник конкурса Souls Team IC XIII: Change The Game

Shinsekai Yori is one of my favorite anime of all time and I wanted to make a video with it. I really tried to think of a concept which I haven't seen with this source before and I didn't want to make a horror video, because there are other great horrorish videos with it. I hope you can enjoy it.

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Аниме: Shinsekai Yori
Музыка: Chouchou - Teardrop, Kashiwa Daisuke - Colophon.#02

If I was you, I'd wanna be me, too.
Профиль главгероя аниме Sakamoto desu ga. Клип хорошо показал себя на ряде фестивалей и собрал коллекцию наград.

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Аниме: Sakamoto desu ga
Музыка: Meghan Trainor - Me Too
Награды: AWA Pro 2016 - Best Character Profile, Another Anime Con 2016 - Best in Show, PMX 2016 - Best Comedy, Best in Show

Местами надписи, пиксели и эффекты смотрятся стрёмно, но в целом это неплохой профайл Гина. 

Комментарий автора: Better late than never, right?
My comedy AMV for the 2016 year, finally excited to make a Gintama AMV that I can be proud of. Was waiting for the perfect song to encapsulate Gintoki's personality, and I finally found it. Hope it gives you a good laugh.

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Аниме: Gintama, Gintama (TV - 2011), Gintama: Kanketsu-Hen - Yorozuya Yo Eien Nare (Movie)
Музыка: Lyre Le Temps - Looking Like This

Видеоряд из полнометражки "Со склонов Кокурико" очень классно сошелся с песней из "Моаны")

Комментарий автора: Hiya, this was originally gonna be a quick vid for the spring contests but it took 3x longer than it should have because I am an indecisive blob of a person. There are still parts that are a bit rough for my liking and I know you've seen this /style/ of vid from me before but i proooooomise it'll (probably) be the last.


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Аниме: Kokuriko-zaka kara
Музыка: Auli'i Cravalho - How Far I'll Go

Комментарий автора: Before anyone starts wondering, my dad did not die! My mom and I are obsessed with this song (and artist 8) so I made this to appreciate my dad. I didn't plan on uploading this for a few reasons: 1) The song is not in English and most people wouldn't be able to understand. 2) Some people thought it was too personal to upload 3) It's a fast edit, which was fun to make but it aint anything special & 4) This song is sung by a male perspective so the song is about a dad and his "son" so I changed the lyrics to daughter cuz it would make more sense from my perspective. A couple of people wanted to see it so I said fuck it, why not? The translation is really bad, I didn't know how to make it any better since the song is very beautiful but the translation is just ?? Either way, I hope it's enjoyable to some, my dad was very happy with it!

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Аниме: Usagi Drop
Музыка: Niels Destadsbader - Hey Pa